人呀！烦恼真多。。

Proposal again...
how come the COS concert de proposal i cant finish in one day ler?
so headache.. last night nearly pengsan cuz of dis "%^$%#" proposal...
i got another proposal from alex(exhibition) which involves the budget that i should count.. but hor, for me lar, the budget is too high already, at that moment, i really dono wat should i do cuz i discovered tat i cant communicate with him also.. wahaha.. it's a big problem ler!! wat he wans i cant really do it, smt that i felt we not really need it, but for him, he disagree with that, he say "MUST" have tat..

tat time really dono wat to do.. if i do it myself, sure different with wat he wants, if i follow him, i'm not sure tat i can do so.. cuz it's my job.. if i really follow wat he did, can i do so when i got all the things? without his opinion / control? cuz it's my own job, not under him, so he wont help me to do that.. jus can giv opinion.. Finally... i choose to follow my way.. wat i think, and wat i can do... very sorry...

gonna thx for janet and chin ting...
haha.. chin ting is damn pity de lor.. last night call soooo long jus for the proposal de things.. then gonna listen for my complaint... haiz.. very sorry... wahaha..

jus now watched 桃色蛋白质，they discussed bout study.. they said:
聪明的人读了很多书，可是往往读的东西不一定是他们的兴趣

it's true! 尤其是在读书这方面。。不是指我（聪明的人）因为我跟这等人扯不上关系。。只会读死书，哈哈！可是他们说的，人往往读的东西和自己的兴趣是不同。。那我呢？我又开始回想为什么要进mmu?为什么要拿management?我不能怪谁，只能怪自己，毕竟我没有坚持自己要的东西，有时候还真是难，想要得东西，为了自己的前途，根本没办法实现。。（也不知道自己要的是什么。。）当人家问到明年你会major in which course?我真的很不想回答。。因为我还搞不清楚自己要的是什么。。 accounting? international business? human resource?banking & finance? 我不知道。。原本是说accounting 是因为scholar.. 可是现在没得到呀！所以还有选择权。。 ib? 据说 ib不容易读，但也没法了，还是得学呀！hr? 不了。。很难找工。。B&F? 银行要裁员呀！

仔细想想，accounting这科最吃香，而且对accounting有了些些的兴趣，或许是叛逆的心吧。。以前因为scholar被逼要拿这科，就粉没兴趣！可是现在自由啦！就有点感觉了。。 结果收到的消息却是明年的accounting只有cyber有，mlk campus没了。。那就得去cyber?我才不想叻。。之前不拿FE(financial engineering)就是因为要去cyber..现在为了acc去不就不值得了吗？
如果真的要这样，当初我为什么要放弃utar的biotech和tarC的business admin?
haiz..人呀！烦恼真多。。